There's no real point to this post. I just wanted to spend some time to reflect. So much has changed this quarter. It's interesting. I remember being so excited for a new quarter, a new year. I think that I didn't embrace the changes that happened in my life. I feel like I've been fighting it all along instead of taking it for what it is. I think that I've had such a set idea of how I wanted this quarter to go that I didn't leave room for mistakes/other factors of life.
I look at certain people in my life and wonder how they're so happy all the time. They're so carefree and even if they're frustrated or worried about something, they don't let other people know. How do they do that? My goal for the next year is to be more like them. I need to learn how to control my feelings and not dwell on issues that I have no control over. I'm going to try and not let my negative energies flow. I just need a game plan.